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“Tsupon”

“Tsupon”

Here’s a gem of a quote today from Executive Secretary Eduardo Ermita:

“Let’s pacify people rather than encourage talks on People Power.”

Uh… yeah.

Lately the Palace and This Government have been at the center of quite a lot of slip-of-the-tongue occurences that, to be honest, I find rather amusing.  And yet, I find them insulting.

Like that one time when Press Secretary Jesus Dureza made the “light” prayer that the President guide and govern this country “until 2010, and perhaps, even beyond.”  Or when Rep. Pablo Garcia likened Gloria Arroyo’s impeachment to the passion and crucifixion of Jesus.  Now we have Sec. Ermita saying that we, the people, should be pacified.

Of course, what made this a very yummy prospect was a boodle fight that involved lechon manok, fish fillet, pancit and eggplants.  Yummy… I like lechon manok myself, just so you know.

Still, I can’t get my mind off the idea of “pacification.”  I hope that we don’t descend into chaos for the sake of our common peace; but to “pacify people” means to treat them as warmongering folk, or worse, to treat them as infants.  Pacification is to practically castrate and neuter the public, rendering them incapable of resistance and action.  Sec. Ermita’s comment was, at least to me, a very telling moment of what The Government’s priorities are.

We’d rather be pacified than satisfied.  We’d rather kiss the hand that feeds us than bite the hand that oppresses us.  We are placated, rather than empowered.  Perhaps every single act of resistance against the power will, from here on in, be given the proverbial pacifier treatment.  It is that telling moment that manifested itself in the junking of the impeachment complaint, that the Government would rather silence and repress all opposition than to, at the very least, listen to it.

It is that telling moment that rather than shove the truth in our faces just to get things over with, we’re being shoved the proverbial tsupon. That’s all we’ll get; to paraphrase a popular pro-wrestling group, if we’re not down with that, we’d rather suck it.

As for myself, I’m not buying it.  I’m way too old for tsupon.

November 27, 2008 0 comments Read More
Alone/Together

Alone/Together

I’m still figuring out my tongue-lashing for Congress.  For now, something personal.  - Marocharim

Robinson’s Galleria
8:47 PM

Years – yes, a long time – has passed since.  Many things have happened between us: alone, together.   I don’t know why you keep popping up like a bad nightmare, or perhaps, even a dream.  You’ve always been that to me, after all.

Long ago, I convinced myself that I might as well – and should very well – content myself with the memories.  Yet somehow, I can’t.  Perhaps I’m forever saddled with the memories of years ago until we get to talk again.  I always banked on the wisdom that if I let time pass by, the wounds will heal and that you’ll just vanish from my memory.  But the wounds never did heal, your memory never disappeared the way I wanted it to.  You lingered in the corner of my mind.  Lingered there, stayed there, until I can no longer ignore you anymore.  In a way, I banked on the foolishness of letting time pass by.

I didn’t talk to you for four years.  I was there, but I was never there.  I was the sun that stood still despite the clear blaring of the trumpets.  You were the red rope of Rahab that hung from the walls of Jericho, who stayed there despite the prophetic quake.

Pathetic, but true.  Wise, but foolish at the same time.  It makes me kind of wonder, but at the same time, it makes me want to holler.  For all those changes between us, I wasn’t witness to all of them the way I wanted to, the way I meant to from the very beginning.

You are the most beautiful never this side of the Milky Way.  Dare I say; I regretted every moment, and every minute, of it.  I seem to have forgotten… but things are never the way they seem.  Ever.

Wisdom, foolishness.  As Morpheus would say in The Matrix: fate, as it seems, is not without a sense of irony.

Alone/together.  That’s what we were, that’s what we are, and that’s what we’ll always be… and you’re still there.

November 26, 2008 0 comments Read More
Bluepill

Bluepill

EDSA Shangri-La, 9:00 PM

It’s not a good way to start the week.  Here I am with a lot of things to write about, a lot of things going through my head, and a lot of guilt bearing down me like the avalanche that is my life.  Why, I do not know; maybe I’m just one for guilt trips every now and then.

I hope that everything’s OK for a friend of mine, but I’m no longer banking on anything good that will happen these days.  Not to my friend.  Not to me.  Not for this godforsaken country that I’m drinking mango smoothies and brownies for.  Ordinary brownies.  Nothing special.  A bit on the hot side.

Not that I’m a pessimistic emo-type self-mutilating boy named Sue, but for all intents and purposes, I’ve had it up to here.  “Whatever happens” has just become “whatever” for me today.  I feel more and more helpless as time goes on.  And on.  And m-effin’ on.  I’ve had enough.

Hand me the bluepill.  I need it.  Now.  More than ever.  More than two years ago.

November 24, 2008 0 comments Read More
Manggugulo Lang Po

Manggugulo Lang Po

Sabi mo, sana balang araw, huwag na akong magkaroon ng hinanakit sa Gobyerno.  Nanggugulo lang ako  Magtrabaho na lang ako, magsikap, at huwag ko nang batikusin ang pamahalaan o ang Pangulo.  Sa bagay, tama ka naman.  Di ko masisisi ang lahat ng ito sa Gobyerno, lalung-lalo na ang kondisyon ng kamay ko.  Tama ka.  Nanggugulo lamang ako. Nagtratrabaho, nagsisikap, ngunit nanggugulo pa rin.

Sana makita mo ang kondisyon ng mga kamay ko, at maranasan ang sakit na nadarama nito.  Mahirap maging manunulat.  Di ko ito sinisisi sa Gobyerno; tutal, kasalanan ko ito. Di kasi maayos ang posisyon ng mga kamay ko tuwing ako’y nagsusulat.  Kung sana hindi ko na iniintindi yun, di ko na sana binabalot ang mga kamay ko pagsapit ng gabi, para naman meron akong sariling problema na pwedeng-pwede akong umangal.  Na pwede akong mag-emo.

Pero ano nga ba naman ang sakit sa kamay kung nakikita mo ang pagdurusa ng kapwa mo Pilipino na mas malala pa ang dinaranas kaysa sa iyo?

November 24, 2008 0 comments Read More
X-List: Local Celebrity Crushes

X-List: Local Celebrity Crushes

I won’t make some complicated and convoluted excuse for it: I am very showbiz.  Whenever I have nothing better to do, I keep abreast of local showbiz news, or ogle at billboards.  Some people chalk it up to repression, but I’ve been following local showbiz for so long now that I think (italicized, boldfaced, and underlined) I can have a career in being a showbiz intrigero.

I was talking with a friend the other day about how difficult it is to name ten Filipino male celebrities who would make it to a top ten list of crushables.  There are three problems with this scenario:

  1. I’d have to be a girl or be gay to have an opinion on that (no offense).
  2. You would automatically have an opinion that a male celebrity of any nationality is very probably gay (it’s easy to name ten local celebrities who have had the gay card played against them).
  3. The bulk of our local male celebrities strike me to be dockworker macho (OMFG).

That idea got me thinking into making this week’s completely subjective X-List of my local celebrity crushes.  Pictures are linked as source… and no, this has absolutely nothing to do with politics.

November 23, 2008 12 comments Read More
Shikata Ga Nai

Shikata Ga Nai

I was walking at a mall last night when I ran into an old friend.  Her walk was more of a trudge; the look of a woman who, in her prime, was dealt a heavy blow, knocked out and defeated.  Not too long ago, my friend had a spring in her step and a smile on her face.  That afternoon, she walked as if she carried the weight of the world on her shoulders.  When I asked her what happened, her answer was as good as my guess.

My friend lost her job.

You hear of rumors here and there that call centers and BPOs are laying off employees, but this was the first time I heard of a story that hit so close to home.  What made a call center job so tantalizing before was that when you needed a job, any given call center out there is always hiring.  These days, it’s not necessarily true: not only do you have to contend with looking for a job at the end of the year, but you also kind of wonder if call centers and BPOs still have openings.  What makes things worse for my friend – and perhaps any random call center employee out there – is that her career plans have so far led her to three or four call centers.

The Japanese have a saying for it: shikata ga nai, or “it cannot be helped.”  For everything that has been said about outsourcing – the unsustainable, unstable, and exploitative business and economic model as it is – you can only take your hat off to employees who put up with repetitive work, low pay, job insecurity, and workers’ rights.  At the end of the day, these are things that can be compromised, and have already been compromised.

And yet… shikata ga nai.

November 23, 2008 0 comments Read More